grammy on the brain

i spent a lot of time with gram again today. i was late to meet clay and ended up not going for a walk. i must do better tomorrow. why is it so hard to say no to people?
what a gorgeous day, though! waiting for jake was actually pleasurable! when it is sunny and warm, i feel more capable. i think i was born in the wrong place. i guess i should move or something, but i don't want to leave my peeps.
sam is going to ian's tomorrow, so i have some leeway in the afternoon. maybe i will get my painting done. (not art painting, debbie travis painting.)