hallelujah

listening to random mp3s and right now it's bobby d singing hallelujah. the past few days have been grey and cold. i gotta get started on the patio, but if i dig a hole in this weather, i will have a big pit o' mud.

dil and i went to the bank yesterday, and in the words of gillian the loans officer, "signed our life away"... but now we have some room to breathe. now the next shitty thing we have to wade through is vacation time. dil has already called me twice, all stressed out, because he's been told that the only vacation time available to him is in june or september. if it doesn't get worked out then i will have to go on a rampage. a man works hard, he deserves a vacation. speaking of a man working hard, i have to finalize my birthday plans...!

i think that i've been reading too much. i had a lot of books from the library, and i think that i o.d.'d because my brain feels fuzzy and swollen, too full of other people and other lives. my brain was really only designed to hold me, and now it has the authors and their characters all jammed in there.