suppose they close the door

listening to sloan, on the fly. the weather was unusually cold today. or maybe it was just damp.
i just had to answer the door with a facial mask on, one of those peel-off-thingies. everybody drops in on vernon street! it's so social! i think i like it, but i have to get used to it.
dil and i are going to see the cityfields/stills/sloan show tonight, but first we are going to kristen and derek's for a drink. i'm gonna bring some rice krispie squares.
school was rocky today. i skipped a couple of optional things, but don't worry, i got some free food.
i feel tired, and i look it. lots of new wrinkles (hence the facial). people have been nice to me lately. i hope i can return the love...
the weekend is busy.
so is next week.
i am worried that i can't hack it. there is just no wiggle room. i haven't finished a novel that i started at the beginning of september! i am worried that i am going to start resenting school and being bitter, and rebelling against the restrictive calendar-style life that i'm living now...
gotta find balance.